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I'm really going crazy, what should I do? (Answers: 4) (Comments: 0)
For starters, I'm 13. Don't say that these feelings are just part of growing up either, because this has been happening for years.And please read all of it, I feel that every detail is important when it comes to this. Okay here it is:
For a while now I've been feeling kind of empty. . .I guess that's a good way to describe it. Kind of like I'm a hollow shell that's just there.Not necessarily sad, just kind of like. . nothing, mixed with a bit of irritation, and the need to be sarcastic. Sometimes it will stop and I'll be this happy little bundle of joy that annoys the hell out of everyone, but it's better than being empty and sarcastic.
But for some reason, about every day I'll just get extremely pissed off at people for no reason. I don't mean that they did something bad but not important and I got mad anyway, I mean they'll just do nothing and I'll have the urge to start screaming at them.
And I have to pace, everyday, for a very long time. Usually I'll throw something in the air while doing it.
For some reason, when I'm pacing, I'll always feel like my Jim Morrison poster is watching me. Not just the usual creepy feeling, but I'll actually believe it, it takes up to five minutes after I'm done pacing to realize that he wasn't really watching me. And whenever something strange happens I'll always yell at the poster to stop it, and I usually mean it, for real.
Also, I've lost interest in reading and writing in the past two years, I really enjoyed doing both of those things.
And, I have no ambitions. I used to want to be a writer, now, I just don't see myself doing anything in the future. Part of me keeps saying that it's because I'm too young to make big goals like that, but another part is saying it's because I have no future.
For some reason I keep getting the feeling that I'm going to get some form of cancer and die way too young. It's gotten to a point where I actually want cancer so the uncertainty will stop and I'll finally know.
I also have intrusive thoughts a lot. Usually about past embarrasses, or bad things that happened, or weird images, sometimes they get so bad that I end up daydreaming for thirty minutes. It's not very fun, because it's usually about bad things.
And during sad parts of movies, like when someone's dying, or grieving over someone's death, I always laugh, like, very hard. Especially when I watch the movie My Sister's Keeper when that one lady is talking about her dead daughter, or at the end of Titanic when the guy dies. I don't feel bad about the fact that I laugh, but sometimes I feel bad that I don't feel bad.
Okay, here's the most important part. For the past couple weeks I've been feeling like I have to kill my sister. I don't want to, but like I HAVE to. Like someone else is telling me I have to, not voices, but another part of me is telling me to do it even though I really don't. Remember there's no voices, just a force, or a feeling from another part of my mind that wasn't there before.
What do you think could be wrong with me? And what the hell should I do?
Please, please help me.
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Am I going crazy? How should I handle this? (Answers: 6) (Comments: 0)
For starters, I'm 13. Don't say that these feelings are just part of growing up either, because this has been happening for years.And please read all of it, I feel that every detail is important when it comes to this. Okay here it is:
For a while now I've been feeling kind of empty. . .I guess that's a good way to describe it. Kind of like I'm a hollow shell that's just there.Not necessarily sad, just kind of like. . nothing, mixed with a bit of irritation, and the need to be sarcastic. Sometimes it will stop and I'll be this happy little bundle of joy that annoys the hell out of everyone, but it's better than being empty and sarcastic.
But for some reason, about every day I'll just get extremely pissed off at people for no reason. I don't mean that they did something bad but not important and I got mad anyway, I mean they'll just do nothing and I'll have the urge to start screaming at them.
And I have to pace, everyday, for a very long time. Usually I'll throw something in the air while doing it.
For some reason, when I'm pacing, I'll always feel like my Jim Morrison poster is watching me. Not just the usual creepy feeling, but I'll actually believe it, it takes up to five minutes after I'm done pacing to realize that he wasn't really watching me. And whenever something strange happens I'll always yell at the poster to stop it, and I usually mean it, for real.
Also, I've lost interest in reading and writing in the past two years, I really enjoyed doing both of those things.
And, I have no ambitions. I used to want to be a writer, now, I just don't see myself doing anything in the future. Part of me keeps saying that it's because I'm too young to make big goals like that, but another part is saying it's because I have no future.
For some reason I keep getting the feeling that I'm going to get some form of cancer and die way too young. It's gotten to a point where I actually want cancer so the uncertainty will stop and I'll finally know.
I also have intrusive thoughts a lot. Usually about past embarrasses, or bad things that happened, or weird images, sometimes they get so bad that I end up daydreaming for thirty minutes. It's not very fun, because it's usually about bad things.
And during sad parts of movies, like when someone's dying, or grieving over someone's death, I always laugh, like, very hard. Especially when I watch the movie My Sister's Keeper when that one lady is talking about her dead daughter, or at the end of Titanic when the guy dies. I don't feel bad about the fact that I laugh, but sometimes I feel bad that I don't feel bad.
Okay, here's the most important part. For the past couple weeks I've been feeling like I have to kill my sister. I don't want to, but like I HAVE to. Like someone else is telling me I have to, not voices, but another part of me is telling me to do it even though I really don't. Remember there's no voices, just a force, or a feeling from another part of my mind that wasn't there before.
What do you think could be wrong with me? And what the hell should I do?
Please, please help me.
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R&P: Do You Own Any Cool Posters? (Answers: 26) (Comments: 2)
3 of mine:
http://imagecache2.allposters.com/images/pic/38/002_9009~Black-Sabbath-Posters.jpg
http://420bloomington.com/images/JHpurplehaze.jpg
http://www.musicposters.org.uk/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/Spirit-of-Jim-Morrison-Poster.jpg
and one i used to have =/
http://images.art.com/images/products/regular/11791000/11791188.jpg
yours?
links are cool (except from you, Deathcube)
how could I forget this one?
http://www.hauson.com/catalog/images/ledzeppelin007-150-6191-stairway-to-heaven.jpg
i have an Indiana Jones one....a Lennon one, a Killers one(yeah i like them), and a Who one. and one with a bunch of guitar chords
nice josh. just, nice.
all these posters and only one mentioned is pornographic...c'mon guys step it up
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